benci!!

* benci xdapat keje tetap lagi

* benci kene tgl kt umah
* benci kene jage adik2 yg xdenga kate
* benci xdpt g sopink2 selalu
* benci xdpt g spa selalu2
* benci xde na usya mane2 guy yg kiUt dah
* benci usie ak makin meningkat
* benci owg yg ske kt ak tah hape2
* benci ak xde,xbleyh & xbrani na ske kt sape2
* benci yaNna da pegi jepun
* benci yaNna senyap aje dah pas kawen
* benci sUe pulak na g obeC
* benci kne tgl kt mesia ne sowg2
* benci kene reject ngan owg yg ak xpenah ske ponn(wth??)
* benci dgn lelaki tue yg xseda diri!!
* benci ngan lelaki2 yg gatal & ske sgt flirting!
* benci dgn owg2 yg xsetia
* benci dgn org2 yg ske mempermainkan perasaan org len
* benci sUe beli obat kurus sowg2
* benci ak tatau na g beli obat kurus tue ktne
* benci berat ak tanak turun2 dah
* benci kulit mke ak masih berjerawat,jeragat,parut,eyebag, dsb

benci...benci...benci...

maY g0d be wis mE~

rite now...i'm totally frustrated, tired, annoyed n almost give up. what i want to do iz only to instol fedora on my laptop!!!unfortunatelyy hw can it become so hard, difficult n trabelsome??!! arhh.. am so annoyed rite now. g0d...plzz make dis easier, i'm running out of timeee...plzz helpp me..huhu~~~

deMi masa!

pejam celik,pejam celik, ku perhati kalendar di atas meja..dah masuk bln 5 dah tahun 2009 ni. kejap aje mase berlalu, for things that had been done..for words that has been said...semuanye xboleh ditarik balik. Tahun ne bkl menjemput usie 24tahun. Cume angke kiraan manusia..andainya x diwarnai dgn kematangan pengalaman, pertambahan amalan, dan kemantapan ilmu di dada. Masih banyak zaman yg perlu ditempuhi, cabaran yg perlu dihadapi.
Tahun ini, ku mulai tanpa azam dan tekad yg baru. Entah mengape, xterlintas di hati mahupun fikiran tok mengecapi sesuatu. ataupun, terlalu banyak yg ingin ak genggam tanpa dpt membezakan manekah yg utame.
Tahun 2008 xbanyak meninggalkan kegemilangan dlm kesan hidupku, kecemerlangan apetah lg. Malah, makin banyak node2 yg ak ciptakan. Hidup rase hambar dengan rutin yg biase. Begitu saje usie 23 tahun meninggalkan ak. terlalu mude, namun kosong.
di usie ini, ak masih mencari...
...tentang erti hidup yg sebenar
...tentang kejayaan yg hakiki
...tentang ciNta yg sejati
agar dapat menemukan ak dengan Rabbul Jalil
agar dpt kutemukan ketenangan di hati

g0d, heLp mE!~

..t0tally messed up

fYp fReak oUt~~

cm xbejaye siapkan mengikut deadline aje fyp nehh..huhu~ ya ALLAH berikanlah daku petunjukk!!~... gaLz,d0akan my project n me successfully grad dis semester...huhu~

i am irrationally, irrevocably in l0ve wiS hiM...

juz finish reading twilight series {twilight,new moon,eclipse..} and was really absolutely in loVe wis eDward cuLLen. sow passionately reading the books and gotta have a break to finish up all ma final asg,project and of course final year project. ah,gotta pull ma self back to reality, there's so much more to do than get indulge wis edward cullen. but, honestly..it's hard!all i want is to proceed wis Breaking Dawn. I want to knoe how Bella transform to vampire..volturi..and edward and bella's baby,little nudger.haha.must be real kiUTT~

p/s:maybe dats why i stop reading story books..bcoz its harD to sTop!

m0De::maLaSs na peGHie l@B~

...bilela lab ne na abes?~mitak2la arini laz laB da..aMeeN~